I have been crying all weekend, tears that sprung as I did some really deep inner work to meet some hidden unconscious threads head on.
These tears could flow freely because I did not make them mean something about me
－ like how stupid I was, how weak I was to cry, how lost and angry, upset and hopeless...
No.
I did not make these tears mean anything about me.
Instead, I sat with the tears. I sat with the feelings that were coming up inside my body to be met with compassion and humongous waves of self-love.
To find balance in
Being present and being excited for the future
Loving myself and others
I must find the vortex of stillness.
And that vortex is oftentimes found in a space of non-judgement.
I used to feel so lonely because I feared showing my feelings in spaces and then be misjudged for all the things with which I most feared I would be seen and labelled.
Weak, selfish, angry, too much...
There are holding patterns, conscious or unconscious, that move us further out of alignment.
These holding patterns, otherwise known as the mind's coping or survival mechanisms, can come in many forms, both seemingly noble and ignoble.
And to thaw away these hardened patterns to become free and fluid, we must have a space to release and allow.
Yesterday we had the most beautiful Lion's Gate Portal event. 6 incredible collaborators, sisters on this path, joined by women who said yes to being supported on this journey to meet their cosmic magnificence... I was living on high and looking back at how far we have come from a seed of an idea to a full bloom full-day event.
Keep making space to plant your seeds, and keep allowing in all that you are. Remember, you can begin any moment now.
I see you, Highest Self to Highest Self.
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Be you, be free, it's all available for you, 💋
LiYing 📿