The Richest Time Of My Life

I once lived in Paris in absolute impoverished state.⁣

⁣

But it was also the richest time of my life.⁣

⁣

The room was a shambles.⁣

⁣

My peers were moving out to better apartments down gorgeous tree-lined rues.⁣

⁣

And I chose to stay back in the same room, even though I hated the threadbare blanket, the holey sheets, the shitty mini fridge and grimy sink.⁣

⁣

I chose to look out of my window at the Eiffel Tower shining her glorious light in the distance when the sun set, telling myself that as long as I looked out of my window, I would be okay. ⁣

⁣

I distanced myself from my peers out of shame, deeming myself the only black sheep, a writer, whose talent was probably not up to par, when everyone else was a brilliant artist in their own right.⁣

⁣

I returned to my home soil after 3 months in Paris, cut down to barely 32kg and having injured my foot after severe walking and overexercising. ⁣

⁣

I was hooked up to IV drips. I saw a doctor. I met with a hypnotherapist for the first time in my entire life as a young woman.⁣

⁣

I would keep looking outside of me for what I thought could fill me up inside of me for many more years. ⁣

⁣

Looking back I could say now, I did not know I could ask for what I needed.⁣

⁣

💃 I did not know I had to return home to me. I did not even know I had a place inside of me to claim I am powerful and divine in my own sacred authentic truth. ⁣

⁣

Massive self-doubt attacks, not knowing who I was because I was so used to changing my energy to suit others, desperately seeking to fulfil everyone's demands of me － many years of seeking for answers to heal brought me to here and now where I know now the Way to awaken deep self-love in women who seek to become at one with their soul purpose. 💗⁣

⁣

My experience from deep disconnection to embodied living in my body has allowed me to reconnect mind-body-soul and help others open up portals in the body so that they can live in alignment and create impact with our sacred work, free from self-flagellating criticisms and low self-worth. ⁣

⁣

But what really brought me to a higher level of consciousness was the moment when I fully accepted my sacred gifts as authentically me.⁣

⁣

That I do not have to conform to any patriarchal BS. ⁣

⁣

And this all began to unfold fluidly when I decided to fully love and trust myself. 💕⁣

⁣

🍃 When I had made the vow to remain devoted to the Way home to my soul, everyday it allows me to tap into Source, becoming a vessel and channel of the Universe. ⁣

⁣

And this is where the energetic focus on "what I have" and "Not having it" can either bring you more abundance 💖 of opportunities like never before, or completely blindsides you from seeing what is good and available already for you. ⁣

⁣

You are a creatrix of your life. Open up to creative flow, my love. 🌌⁣

⁣

You already have what you seek － and it is entirely available in you. ⁣

⁣

 💌 To apply for a free Heart-to-Heart chat with me to map 🛣 out your most powerful year of showing up as the fullest expression of yourself, go to the link in my bio.⁣

⁣⁣⁣⁣⁣

⁣⁣⁣⁣PS: check link in my bio for your free gift and claim your free membership to The Siren Goddess Collective: Awaken Deep Divine Self-Love now for a taste of what I do, and to make your first steps of radical shift to limitless potential. ♥⁣⁣⁣⁣

⁣

⁣

⁣

·.·⁣

⁣

⁣

Be you, be free, it's all available for you, 💋⁣

⁣

LiYing 🧜‍♀️