Take a deep breath. Walk through the door.
And here I am, standing in the aisle of a supermarket, with the smell and the temperature of the place bombarding my senses with million miles per hour, transporting me back to a time when I would tighten up with so much resistance in my body that it would feel like a mind f*ckery whenever I walked through the supermarket aisles.
I saw that version of me, standing in confusion, trying to analyse every single detail on each label before committing to a food product.
Cereals － they used to be my one and only daily sustenance.
Jaffa Cakes － my binge eating ally pre-anorexia.
And all the things that were labelled "off limits" in my 10 years of anorexia and chronic EDs: sugar, oils, bread, rice, beans, potatoes, tofu oh and so much more － sinful, destructive and could detonate me in milliseconds if I even deigned to ingest them.
🌟 Now I have what I crave and I no longer see food as good or bad － beyond nutritional labels.
So when, just last week, while in the midst of one of my most intense moon cycles, I began to hear this old voice coming in and telling me how I should feel guilty AF for eating the way I do without control, about how I am going to live a joyless life unable to fit into any of my dresses if I continued to eat without control...
I knew that something was up.
I have learnt well enough through recovery and soul awakenings that this has nothing to do with the way I looked.
When I tuned in to listen, I heard first my inner child scream with defeat:
"I just want to be happy with my body!"
Bowls and bowls of hot Tea brought me to my knees as I shed tears that wracked my bones.
I continued to journey deeper, going into the darkness with full faith.
Because I knew that if I wanted a breakthrough, I must be able to move through what feels deeply uncomfortable, sometimes painful, even.
And then I saw the light.
I am reminded to move with grace with what my body needs, and to trust that my body knows best.
I am reminded to honour my body and fully let go of the past.
I am reminded to move with the ever changing river of time.
⚡ I give myself full permission to live.
🕯 I give myself full permission to change.
💞 I give myself full permission to release all my insecurities and claim radical love for myself now.
🦋 I am sharing this because I know there are women who fight yourself every day, never giving your true self a chance to come true.
Perhaps you feel that there is more to life than this intensely, and you are taking it out of your body by attempting to numb it away to feel in control by controlling external circumstances.
If you have been mistreating and constricting your body most of your life, it is time to take of the blindfolds and shackles and see them as what they are － 🔮 soul distortions and patriachal ways imposed upon us through millenia of suppression. 🖤
It is possible to break free and rise.
🕉 When I fully own my value and every part of me with no discrimination, I can help women to cross the bridge of the unknown to their divine authentic self.
👩🎤 This is the drive that propelled me to fully take ownership of my capability to share my sacred work with women so they can remember that their bodies are the communicator of the soul and that so much power lies within already and we don't even know it! 💎
🔥 And to remember what you have forgotten, it takes courage, faith and trust to break your current rules and see what you can gain when you lose all that are not serving you but are holding you hostage.
You are not alone and it is never too late.
I know it is this that continues to keep me going, from one death to another, from one rebirth to another.
It makes me unstoppable as a vision keeper.
👑 Do you want to finally awaken your treasure trove of natural gifts, talents, and abilities and watch the abundance flow in as you share them with the world —guilt and shame free?
👑 Do you wish to shift into a level of confidence, certainty and non-attachment to the expectations of others that can truly ripple throughout your entire life － be it your relationships, body, health, and financial sovereignty?
🧝🏻♀️ If you want to unleash the writer · healer · artist · within you, rise to your divine riches sharing your sacred work with the world, now is the time 💎🕉
I am inviting you to a free Heart-to-Heart 💞 chat with me to receive your divine roadmap 🔮 to ascension 🌅.
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I love you. I am so grateful you. 💖
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Be you, be love, set yourself free. It is all here for you, 💋
LiYing🎐
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