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Struggles and screams and howls

Life is not always a breeze, and even for me to write this makes me tremble to my knees about what it could mean for anybody else to read this.⁣

Leading myself through the circumstances that life can throw up for me to grow and expand into my own wisdom can be truly difficult. ⁣

I struggle too. I cry and I scream and I howl at the pain of it all.⁣

I do not have answers to everything. ⁣

Sometimes my eyes are sore and red from crying tears that run until there is nothing left.⁣

When the world tells me I cannot, I always ask, Why not?⁣

And when the vicissitudes ask of me to leave the building as it burns down into ashes, I have to leave, and yet, leave I shall with a heart that is torn apart and ravaged by the vultures. ⁣

The reason that keeps me showing up as a leader everyday, speaking about things that I run the risk of being ostracised or disliked, is precisely this - I have no other choice but to be authentic. I will not choose to back down. ⁣

When I am asked why I keep investing in myself and how do I find the courage to just jump in when it feels right... I say this - I don't ever want to be old one day and say, oh back in the day I was so much braver...⁣

In the same way, I find that the same reason applies to walking away from something that is long gone awry.⁣

I refuse to live a life where I am waiting to do something I know my soul will expand with, even in the moments when I could not see how it would be possible.⁣

No.⁣

I trust myself.⁣

I trust the Universe. ⁣

I get resourceful, and I decide that it is going to work, no matter what the outcome is going to look like.⁣

And I am proud of who I am and what I embody in everything I do - the stillness of a mountain with cracks and crevices that stand with the age old wisdom of the Great Mystery. ⁣

I release the outcome and I also know everything happens in my favour. ⁣

And sometimes, that outcome truly can break my heart. ⁣

But I know as my heart breaks, the light has already begun to leak through. ⁣

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Be you, be free, it's all available for you, 💋⁣⁣⁣⁣⁣⁣⁣⁣⁣⁣⁣⁣⁣⁣⁣⁣⁣⁣⁣⁣⁣

LiYing 📿⁣⁣⁣⁣


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