Stop finding yourself

Stop. 👏🏻 Finding. 👏🏻 Yourself. 👏🏻⁣

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Growing up, I have always had a very harsh critic inside of me.⁣

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That voice was my closest ally and at one point in its greatest reign, my friend and guide.⁣

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That voice had imprisoned me in years of body hate, anorexia and people-pleasing and shape-shifting.⁣

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My heart was always aching because I couldn't let go. My diaphragm was locked up and my solar plexus was hardened. I had difficulty even breathing beyond my lungs let alone belly breathing.⁣

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Releasing myself from that relationship took years, and as with everything in a human experience, it tends to know when to whisper from the depths of its grave, and I can hear it, with the difference now compared to then, that I know I can choose to not allow it to influence me.⁣

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Now I know it is a part of me that was desperately trying to protect me.⁣

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And when I can see it for what it is － I can embrace it into my vortex of stillness because I only have compassion and love for this floundering lonely fragment of mine.⁣

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Even writing about this right now is not easy.⁣

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I can be incredibly hard on myself.⁣

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Interlaced with days when I show up fully in my artistic expression as a multidimensional leader and mentor, are also days when the critic rears its head.⁣

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My work as a woman and cosmic being is to commit to excellence. Commit to becoming unshakeable in my faith and commit to leading with love. Commit to involution for my evolution. ⁣

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This commitment leads me home deep within to stillness. And in stillness my authentic power emerges. My Goddess merges with my human.⁣

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My darkness unveils my light. My unknown creates more life force. My devotion to The Way of Tea guides me one moment at a time to stay aligned with my dao.⁣

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So what if a client doesn't sign today? So what if an opportunity rides away without me?⁣

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There is always going to be more because I am ever evolving. I don't have anything to miss out. I don't have to wait and I don't wait because I am staying on my lane, devoted to honing my craft.⁣

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We are in an era of creating wealth solely by being our authentic selves. I am here for it. Are you? ⚡🧜‍♀️⁣

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Be you, be free, it's all available for you, 💋⁣⁣⁣⁣⁣⁣⁣⁣⁣⁣⁣⁣⁣⁣⁣⁣⁣⁣

LiYing 📿⁣