Almost six years in and in a linear time line it does not seem like a long time ago since I decided to completely go into healing myself.
It feels like lifetimes ago when I was anorexic, fearful and a chronic people-pleaser who absolutely hated the idea of someone disliking or disapproving of me.
Recovering from anorexia was a journey that was very long drawn out. I was hanging out in semi-recovery for so long because I had no concept of what fully embracing beauty as it is was. All I could remember wanting was to be thin and not have to eat as much as possible.
Now looking back I know it was so much more than just a body image issue or a mental distortion.
After my awakening, I always felt like there was no containment of what I was experiencing. All I did was follow where the path led me, from kundalini opening to plant spirit calling me forth into service, then Zen and masters in Cha Dao to a training in bioenergetics, I returned to what felt simply truly home to me － Daoist alchemical healing and deep cellular memories that allows me to cross realms to harvest and sow energy that can help me now to serve my clients.
I was able to cross barriers of the linear way of healing and the limits of logical mind when I began to fully embrace my ability to access the other realms and dimensions.
All those years ago, beset by a yearning to be anywhere else but in my body, I know now it was my soul trying to get in contact with me through all the shrouds of self-doubt and hatred I held so close to my eyes that I saw nothing else as an option except to keep shrinking my body to fit in.
When my kundalini energy awakened during a time when I was forced into yoga and meditation due to a foot injury, I was mesmerised by the beauty of actually feeling INSIDE my body.
More than that, I actually astral projected and saw myself from a higher point of view outside the window of the flat in which I lived back then.
Six years in and I am sitting here now writing this, heart filled with gratitude every time I see food on the table and when I hold a bowl of Tea close to my lips.
There is so much to say, and yet no words can ever describe the exquisiteness of being reconnected to this powerful life force of the Divine Dao. It is a reflection of the cosmos and earth, and it is this oneness that teaches me every single day how to be in love with every moment.
Growing up with voices that told me, "Nobody understands you", I had to learn to close up when it came to expressing myself as a survival mechanism.
But there is no turning back when you have fully claimed your power back.
You honour your perceptions.
You no longer disregard your spider senses.
You trust your instincts and intuition.
This is the thing to which I have opened up as well as for my clients － and there is no turning backwards once you have vibrationally landed on this beautiful vast ocean of no-thingness － you do not need to do more or be more to align with your soul purpose or to "become" your authentic self.
You remember who you really are, and you are guided spiritually every step of the way.
I am attune to my spirits and Tea medicine and plant ally. I am attune to my ancestors. I am a soul and I am always tuning into my Heavenly Mandate.
🐅 Today, I invite you, darling woman, to step up and open your heart, liberate yourself from the past, and fully activate your highest potential, beauty, let's go.
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Be you, be free, it's all available for you, 💋
LiYing 🎐
