So done with running, now I am walking.
So done with chasing, now I am evolving.
So done with fighting to be loved, now I AM LOVE.
So done with plan Bs, now I am only everything I want.
So done with being too old for this, now I am not finished. I'm just getting started.
I am surrounded by so much love, peace and abundance, that it floors me everything to feel them all in such close proximity.
The times when my mental stories get all tangled in me when I am riled up, they only served to push one more layer of my protective personality back to unveil the one person who wants to be seen and heard and loved by me.
Diving deep into the core of my wound, I found a girl who has always feared that she was most alone in this world.
A girl who questioned if anything at all would expose her for what she was － a truly lonely soul, afraid that no one would want to play with her or be her friend.
From the moment I first admitted to being anorexic in 2008, I had pushed away and lost many friends. One after another dwindled away.
Throughout the years henceforth, I learned to perform. I had a personality of being strong and happy alone. I built a fortress so that I would return to this place daily alone and feel contented to be there as the Queen of the castle with a critical inner voice general who hectored at me all day long to try harder, work more, be more.
I realised that this survivor traumaship can be kept open if I choose it － or I can see it as simply a past of mine that can now build a step for me to rise even higher into embodying my vortex of stillness, to open even more of my gateway to allow in more cosmic magnificence to shine through and show the way for others.
How can you be real with the world when you're not real with yourself?
Be the authentic one who shows up for yourself. That is when you truly EMBODY the biggest, brightest life you can ever have.
The Siren Goddess is all about holding two worlds as the heaven and earth that WE ARE. It is about walking the Way to embodying that vortex of stillness and taking aligned actions from there so you can live your unstoppable vision NOW.
And we are only getting started.
3-month immersion, or 1:1 mentorship － one of these may just be for you.
Book in for a stress-free chat if this aligns with you. We don't do pushy pitches if it isn't for you.
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Be you, be free, it's all available for you, 💋