I was 22 when I was anorexic, but it was a long time coming. Growing up I was insecure, afraid of love, and believed that as long as I could control my emotions I could also control what was going on around me and how much anybody could love me.
I used to think as long as I was achieving something, it would prove that I existed.
My worthiness relied solely on everything external to me.
My belonging depended on whether someone accepted me.
I belong everywhere that I feel good being because everywhere is a reflection of me.
I do only what I love and my soul is dripping in gold in it.
And yes, I still have to figure out what I love and let go of what I cannot control. I still feel my way through the unknown. It just gets to be way lot more fun now that I have seen the unseen and the power that comes from knowing you can't beat a river into submission. 😌
I don't want to prove to you how good I am just so you will hire me to be your mentor.
I am not here to show up and perform.
I am my work's testimonial.
My hope is that you can know that this is true for you too. Your medicine is powerful, and you first and foremost must believe in it fully. Nothing can take you out or write you off.
Your vortex of stillness is your inner peace and nobody can mess it up.
When you are all in... there can never be failure, only evolution.
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