🤍 Never turn against yourself ever again. 🤍
Last week, when I was holding space for one of my clients in my A Space To Be Free mentorship for disordered eating recovery, I heard this message come through loud and clear.
In this alchemical healing space, I am always rooted in my own truth as I allow the words to channel through.
I told her about how at first as the eldest in my family, in my earliest memories I was never really self-conscious. I was always daydreaming and in my happy bubble.
About the time when my body first hit puberty, I was getting jeered at behind my back for my breasts.
There was a boy on the basketball team telling his teammates and another team from another school about how when I sat at my school desk my breasts "plopped" on top of the table.
Emotionally I think that was the beginning of the unravelling of my childhood innocence.
When I became hyper conscious of my body and gained a false sense of security by controlling my appearance.
About the time when I finally said, that's it. I am going to make it my priority to heal my relationship to my body and put myself first.
About how I went from unable to look myself in the reflection of myself to feeling my soul, my self, move and breathe inside of my body.
The moment that opened my heart up again after years of being clamped up; my mind to infinite possibilities and our spiritual limitlessness.
This was a time when I started to visualise the person with whom I wanted to have a relationship.
I would imagine him next to me when I walked home on the busy street of Hong Kong.
I would feel the love emanate from my heart already even before he appeared in this human timeline.
And this is what I wish for you to know.
That your true magnificence and self-healing potential are already... YOU.
This journey to full recovery will present to you the greatest gifts that will show you ways to connect with your wholeness.
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