I do not know how
I do not know when
I do know I live to serve
My life's purpose is here.
In love, in stillness, in presence.
In poetry and words
I remember the soul who wants what she wants.
And these tea leaves that gather at the bottom of this bowl
They are a constellation of imperfections
A tiny ripple that causes a multitude of changes through one's life.
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Is anyone else feeling the discombobulated sense of having lost one's way in the thick of the woods, questioning why we do what we do, and how we do it? I am reminded of the many things I can be grateful for each time I sit with Tea, even in the midst of many reasons that can throw me off course and into the lack mentality and scarcity mindset that is so prevalent amongst us.
Knowing that these are the pre-heatwaves coming from Mars that is about to go into retrograde (uncertainty, self-doubt, apathetic disregard for these deeper uncomfortable emotions) tides me over times like these when it is so easy to just throw it all in and say, that's it, I'm done. Today while driving I caught myself thinking, what if I don't step on the brake? What if I let the wheels roll on? An image of a car crash flashed past. Of course. We all crash and burn for reasons beyond our understanding. It is the Universe's way of shifting us into another time line, to push us into another dimension, if we so allow ourselves to surrender to our highest good. I guess what I am trying to say is, a binary view of good and bad will often only lead to tragedy. What if we let our minds become a formless void with no judgement, a no-mind that allows the Dao, that energetic flow of the cosmos, to flow through us?
What do you do when you are assailed by thoughts that do not serve your higher purpose? I would love to hear from you 🌿🕊🙏🏻