I Am Far From Finished

𝙄 𝙖𝙢 𝙣𝙤𝙩 𝙖𝙛𝙧𝙖𝙞𝙙 𝙩𝙤 𝙨𝙝𝙤𝙬 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙩𝙧𝙪𝙩𝙝. 𝘼𝙡𝙡 𝙤𝙛 𝙢𝙮 𝙩𝙧𝙪𝙩𝙝. 𝙏𝙝𝙞𝙨 𝙬𝙖𝙨 𝙨𝙤𝙢𝙚𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙡 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙝𝙖𝙥𝙥𝙚𝙣𝙚𝙙 𝙩𝙤 𝙢𝙚...⁣

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"If this goes out, I'll be finished."⁣

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I laugh when I think of that time when I said this out loud on a phone call to a human being who decided to question me for what I charge for my work.⁣

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I wobbled. Yes, I love my work and I couldn't believe how my first instinct was to reject myself and appease this human being. ⁣

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My first instinct when I had my back up against the wall was to give up and let the other cut me open.⁣

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But I bounced back quick. My truth holds more weight － this has shown me how I can finally alchemise this fear of being polarising and embody the boss of my work, commanding a soul-les business that is above the average and on track to becoming an empire. 🌎⁣

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I don't need anything from anyone to make me rich.⁣

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I have richness encoded into every fibre of my being.⁣

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I have been closing doors and leaving behind some really tough situations.⁣

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I hated it because deep in my core I give my all and never give up and I stick around a long time, sometimes way longer than I should have.⁣

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I had one decision to make.⁣

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To stay or the walk on ahead in faith, knowing everything is happening for me － including the painful and scary decision to leave. ⁣

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I had to really let go of the illusion my ego had crafted as a wool over my eyes － the breaking point where I saw I cannot save everyone.⁣

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I cannot and do not save anyone. It is not for me to hold such a responsibility. ⁣

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Transformation happens truly when there is a co-creation and conscious intention to radically shift out of and release the old.⁣

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I am emerging from the cocoon of grief and endings, and today I saw her.⁣

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The Dark Goddess in all her splendour, on her cinnabar throne with that glorious knowing smile and regal glint in her eyes as she looked me in the face.⁣

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Her Spirit and her familiar, the Tigress, appeared before me with messages and energy that fell like waterfall down into my entire being.⁣

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In my hands I was holding a bowl of Tea as I walked across the darkness to meet her. ⁣

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Tea Spirit was telling me as I took each step forward: hold me, I am your guiding light. I am with you. ⁣

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I felt a sharp pain in the left side of my chest, extending down my left arm.⁣

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I moved.⁣

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I breathed.⁣

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I allowed the pain to come.⁣

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I allowed them all to come, embracing them all to the core of me.⁣

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Because they are me.⁣

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Everything I needed to stop denying came in a rainfall of energy.⁣

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I stayed and listened.⁣

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Until the Dark Goddess said, It is time.⁣

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I dropped them all into the whirlpool of golden liquid light opening up beneath me.⁣

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I'm sorry.⁣

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Please forgive me.⁣

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Thank you.⁣

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I love you.⁣

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Their faces sailed on away on Oak ships with the white sails flapping in the wind.⁣

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I surrender all outcomes. I alchemise all disappointments and heartbreaks into new beginnings, strength and wisdom.⁣

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I forgive. I stay vulnerable. I stay open-hearted. 🙏🏻 ⁣

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🧜‍♀️ I command that I work with women who make bold moves and are ready to live on purpose in their own authentic power. ⁣

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💎 And yes, it is a minimum of four-figure investment to work with me. ⁣

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🥰 And no, I no longer feel the need to convince. I do not carry my clients and create codependency. This is me. This is all of me.⁣

I am far from finished.

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🔥 Apply for a Sacred Transformation Call now to map out your path to claim FULL ownership for your Self, your sacred work, and everything you are.⁣⁣⁣ ⁣

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Be you, be free, it's all available for you, 💋⁣⁣⁣⁣⁣⁣⁣

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LiYing 🎐⁣⁣⁣⁣⁣

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