𝙄 𝙖𝙢 𝙣𝙤𝙩 𝙖𝙛𝙧𝙖𝙞𝙙 𝙩𝙤 𝙨𝙝𝙤𝙬 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙩𝙧𝙪𝙩𝙝. 𝘼𝙡𝙡 𝙤𝙛 𝙢𝙮 𝙩𝙧𝙪𝙩𝙝. 𝙏𝙝𝙞𝙨 𝙬𝙖𝙨 𝙨𝙤𝙢𝙚𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙡 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙝𝙖𝙥𝙥𝙚𝙣𝙚𝙙 𝙩𝙤 𝙢𝙚...
"If this goes out, I'll be finished."
I laugh when I think of that time when I said this out loud on a phone call to a human being who decided to question me for what I charge for my work.
I wobbled. Yes, I love my work and I couldn't believe how my first instinct was to reject myself and appease this human being.
My first instinct when I had my back up against the wall was to give up and let the other cut me open.
But I bounced back quick. My truth holds more weight － this has shown me how I can finally alchemise this fear of being polarising and embody the boss of my work, commanding a soul-les business that is above the average and on track to becoming an empire. 🌎
I don't need anything from anyone to make me rich.
I have richness encoded into every fibre of my being.
I have been closing doors and leaving behind some really tough situations.
I hated it because deep in my core I give my all and never give up and I stick around a long time, sometimes way longer than I should have.
I had one decision to make.
To stay or the walk on ahead in faith, knowing everything is happening for me － including the painful and scary decision to leave.
I had to really let go of the illusion my ego had crafted as a wool over my eyes － the breaking point where I saw I cannot save everyone.
I cannot and do not save anyone. It is not for me to hold such a responsibility.
Transformation happens truly when there is a co-creation and conscious intention to radically shift out of and release the old.
I am emerging from the cocoon of grief and endings, and today I saw her.
The Dark Goddess in all her splendour, on her cinnabar throne with that glorious knowing smile and regal glint in her eyes as she looked me in the face.
Her Spirit and her familiar, the Tigress, appeared before me with messages and energy that fell like waterfall down into my entire being.
In my hands I was holding a bowl of Tea as I walked across the darkness to meet her.
Tea Spirit was telling me as I took each step forward: hold me, I am your guiding light. I am with you.
I felt a sharp pain in the left side of my chest, extending down my left arm.
I allowed the pain to come.
I allowed them all to come, embracing them all to the core of me.
Because they are me.
Everything I needed to stop denying came in a rainfall of energy.
I stayed and listened.
Until the Dark Goddess said, It is time.
I dropped them all into the whirlpool of golden liquid light opening up beneath me.
Please forgive me.
I love you.
Their faces sailed on away on Oak ships with the white sails flapping in the wind.
I surrender all outcomes. I alchemise all disappointments and heartbreaks into new beginnings, strength and wisdom.
I forgive. I stay vulnerable. I stay open-hearted. 🙏🏻
🧜♀️ I command that I work with women who make bold moves and are ready to live on purpose in their own authentic power.
💎 And yes, it is a minimum of four-figure investment to work with me.
🥰 And no, I no longer feel the need to convince. I do not carry my clients and create codependency. This is me. This is all of me.
I am far from finished.
🔥 Apply for a Sacred Transformation Call now to map out your path to claim FULL ownership for your Self, your sacred work, and everything you are.
Link in bio.
Be you, be free, it's all available for you, 💋