I want to be honest here and share that I have had some moments in the past months that are not deemed pretty.
The launches that failed to launch, the containers that did not fill up the way I imagined they would... friends who could not accept me in different phases of my evolution.
There have been many falling apart, falling behind, silent breakups, purpose cast into the wind, deep journeying in the unknown, confusion and inability to speak up for myself...
And because and despite all of that, I am here.
This I AM is the union of my ancestors, guides and me. All of me.
I am the one who loves me.
I am the one who takes me out for the most lavish dinner, who sends me to the top of Eiffel Tower to see the world, who treats me as the Goddess I truly am.
I am the one who trusts my destiny is cosmic, who backs me completely, and who believes in me.
I am the one who transmutes the energy of a space with my mere presence.
I am the one who cries, rages, feels.
I am the one who cannot help but feel hurt by people who do not choose me - and I am the one who continues to choose me, always, no matter what.
I am the one who is an energetic match to pure potentiality.
I am the one who walks through the oceans of pain. I am the one who paints rainbows and fireworks in my heart when I am bursting with joy and love.
I am the one who walks with purpose and deep knowing that I matter. I am the one who will impact the world by first giving myself room to rise.
I am the one who knows that the mere fact that I exist can illuminate the world.
As I rise, the rest of the world will see how high they can rise too.
I am the one who embodies the Goddess who dances with the Universe.
I am the one.
This is the moment when I decide that my life as a woman who impacts lives with my sacred work is inevitable.
Be the one to stay the course.
Be the one who knows and stays true to herself, even though everyone around you is saying no.
Show up even when there is only one person who turns up for you - because that is what heart-centred leadership really means.
If you too have been going through these disintegration and voids, you're not alone.
Be you, be free, it's all available for you, 💋