When I hold space
I allow Tea Spirit to use me
It is not for me to say how
But I certainly won't shy away from talking about its mysticism
And the magic She holds.
I talk about miracles －
How that it is a miracle that we have met
In this vast sea of human beings
We are here
Pausing to breathe
Pausing to observe
Pausing to drink Tea
To simply be.
This invitation into the vast unknown
Is one I extend with my heart
This vast unknown where all our souls who meet in this space come together and feel immense love and joy.
But my heart also grows heavy with the knowing feeling that this is the first and last time
And I will never know when we can come together again.
Learning to breathe easy in this knowing.
Learning not to force manifestations to happen.
Learning to serve you in the capacity of love and gratitude;
In the grace of Source and Tea Spirit.
Learning to smile in the knowing that though I do not see you again anytime soon,